Post coming out holiday stress.

Hey redditors. So I've been out to friends for awhile but just came out to my parents a month ago over the phone because we live long distance. They seemed okay with it but since I've met up with them this week in person for the holidays it has been awkward. My confidence is kinda low, feeling a little embarrassed and I'm usually never like this back home. What's going on? Anyone else go through this after coming out? I'm in such a funky anxious mood. What's up?!