I need some serious help here, please

Ok, I'm 16. I like to play with toothbrushes. Well, my grip was less than ideal and I let it go. Now it's gone. I don't feel it or anything. I even optimistically checked all my sheets. Normally one would go to the doctor about these things, but my parents are pretty homophobic and I don't think they would appreciate this very much. My dad is also a doctor. I need some serious help here people and would appreciate if someone could talk to me here.