First real time tonight.

I finally got "go away all the way " in a way that was so amazing and not uncomfortable and with someone that took their time and really made love with me . I have "gone all the way" twice before and both times left me quite unhappy with how it went. Slightly painful and with no love. Tonight was amazing and I really have no one to tell. I hope I can talk about this here . I am a guy also . If that matters .