Should I bother with looking for relationship?

Hiya guysI'm 19 yo and never had anybody even close to a boyfriend. Also my experience with guys is limited to talking with them on dating apps, nothing more than that. The thing is I think I'm starting to get desperate for... anything at this point.I really want to try sex (yeah, I know, silly), at one hand I want to wait to do it with someone I trust, except it's pretty hard to do, on the other I just want to hookup with anybody I find attractive, but here I'm worried I might just feel empty afterwards.Am I just dramatizing? Should I wait for the 'mr. right' if he exists, or should I just get over with it and hookup with somebody?