Dealing with self hatred

Lately I have problems with self hate, mostly towards my femininity I guess. I never actually had a problem with it, but as I'm grown older(I'm 19) I can't help but to hate that about myself, especially since all guys want straight passing guys... Makes me feel really unwanted, unmanly, unworthy, makes me feel like I'll never achieve and get what I want in life. Anyone else have experience with this or something similar?