Cute Med Student !

I'm Dino a dentistry student Last winter I was in my second year in dentistry it was the med terms exams, One day I finished my lectures and i went to the cafeteria then to the library to study for my Histology exam, I noticed an empty table by the window so I set there in peace trying to study, when suddenly someone set in my table on the other side at first I resumed my study normally, then I looked up it was this cute boy with blue eyes and light brown hair he was wearing glasses our eyes met for a few seconds, but I quickly went back to my books and papers but I couldn't concentrate all I was thinking about is his eyes his lips his neck ! I stayed like that for a while, until a girl approached us and took a chair and set next to him she was like about to cry she was whispering in his ears i couldn't hear her then she said lets move to another table, I looked at him going with her his body was on point, i wasn't sure If she is his girlfriend .. The next day I went to the library at noon it was empty i was the only one there then he entered he looked at me then he set on near table to me we had few moments of eye contact .. The eye contact and the tension went on for like a whole two weeks whenever I cross him in the dorm or the cafeteria we look at each other I know it's weird i wasn't sure if he is gay but I can tell that he looks at me in that way when two boys likes each other ! I tried to look him up on Facebook After a while I did find his Facebook, I Looked at all his pictures he was so fucking good looking and he even looks good without his glasses, so the school year was almost ending I was the whole time waiting to see him , thinking and fantasying About him, I never had the guts to talk to him, then the school year ended I went back to my home country for summer vacation but I couldn't stop thinking about him, I googled him once I found this article an interview with him, he was a tennis player and he was From my country studying medicine because he wants to be like he is father, I was so obsessed about him I was stalking him the whole time ( I know it's a wrong thing ) The summer finished and I went back to school It was the first day I was in the administration doing my inscription for my third year, when i saw him he was withe his friends i finished my inscription and I want to the bus stop to go back to my dorm I was on my my phone talking to my brother when I saw him riding the bus and he set next to me my heart start racing and i was sweating I was so fucking nervous I kept talking on the phone then I hanged up, sorry to upset you but we didn't talk it was just silent then we arrived to our destination. That was the last time I saw him because through his Facebook I've known that he moved to another medicine school I was so sad And devastated. I don't know why I'm writing this story right now but i hope that one day we'll meet again and this time I'll be more strong to start the conversation. My advice: life is too short don't be like me so uptight try to be more simple and outgoing! Be kind 🙏🏻 PS my native language is French not English and I'm not a writer I'm not good at writing stuff.