[asexual m23] I dont know what's going on...

Hi i'm an asexual male that is very confused.When i see those handsome musculous masculine men with beards, it turns me on a lot and i masturbate seeing images of their naked bodies, im obssesed with them i masturbate 2 times a day thinking on them, i think they look so good. I fap in masc x masc as well. It isnt normal at all, because i'm not gay. But i'm asexual, i dont want to have sex, this is so weird. Girls or femguys do NOTHING to me, so it's really strange all of this. Andro people turn me off for some reason, i feel bad for not being attracted to everyone i feel like a picky piece of shit.What's going on?