I think I've become gay...

I never thought that I'd ever post here but I think that I've turned a bit gay. I'm not attracted to men (yet) but I've been watching a lot of tranny porn lately. I've tried sticking things in my ass before (years ago) to see how it felt but I never got beyond 1-2 cm. Today, however, that all changed. I took one of these and shoved it all the way in. I used a condom this time and I think that's why I was able to shove it so far in. It honestly doesn't feel too bad. It's been maybe 10 minutes and it already feels "neutral".I can see how this can become enjoyable and I think that soon (the fact that it seems a lot sooner than I originally thought is really freaking me out) I'll be craving cocks to drill me deep.I've always hated the bullshit with women and I've always wanted to become gay to not have to deal with female bullshit ever again but I never thought it would actually happen. I thought being gay was "genetic" but here I am thinking that I'm at the turning point of my life.I was originally craving for that prostate orgasm today but I think I've just accidentally changed my entire life.I really do not wish to be rude here but how do I make sure I stay "safe" if I interact with other men. I know that it is 10,000x easier to get laid with men and I just really don't want to catch anything. I want to fuck some traps really badly but I'm assuming that that would be more difficult to find than one might think.Overall, I'm really confused and I don't know what to do about this.I'm 23 btw so this is probably a lot later something like this happens than anyone else here in the sub.Lastly, again, I apologize if I am talking in a way I shouldn't be talking (I've hated "fags" all my life) and I don't mean to offend but this is just the cold hard truth of what happened.