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So very recently coming to terms with liking men even though I've always like them when i was horny ive never been attracted to men when im not horny but lately i found out what a trap was and cant get them out of my head i love the thought of "best of both" so to speak but my fanrasies, are they lame? The biggest turn on for me in my fantasy is just watching a naked man walk towards my bed and get in and cuddle me while watching a movie and gently fondling, is that stupid?