[UPD] Thought I could trust my cousins

Update from this: http://ift.tt/2k9XR3v: Things are better.Long version:The younger cousin started asking me when I was going to come out and said that by not coming out, and by telling the cousins first, I had put them under pressure and they didn't think it was fair. I responded saying that it was also unfair that they told people without my knowledge or approval, and then my younger cousin said that she didn't tell anyone - but she found out through her mum (before I told my cousin).That made me confused - how could my aunty have known before my cousin? Then I looked through the messages I had with my older cousin, who I told ~10 hours before my younger cousin, and my heart sank.She had asked me whether I wanted her to tell the extended family to make it easier for me. I had said something like "Yeah that would be good, I'll keep you posted", as in "Yep I'll let you know when" but she took that as "go for it!" so told everyone.I asked them about it and yeah, that's what happened.So although there were some heated words between myself and my two cousins, everyone understands now that there was a misunderstanding or miscommunication between the three of us. We've all apologised and everyone (extended family included) is on the same page about not telling anyone.So that's good!Other thing is - I'm most likely going back to my home city this weekend and will have to tell my parents and brothers then - worried that I will chicken out again but we shall see. Any tips please let me know!Thanks for all the support from my previous threads <3tl;dr (or if my explanation is shitty): Thought my cousins outed me to the extended family so was pissed. Turns out they did but only because they misunderstood my message. Everything is mostly ok now.