[NSFW] I like getting head but I hate hate hate giving head.

I've never really talked to anyone about this before, so.Whenever I hookup with someone, I can't stand giving head. I'll do it, but I can't last more than like, ten seconds. It slowly just starts to gross me out as I go and I start thinking about what I'm doing, and I start to taste the nut flowing out and I just can't do it. I hate to sound greedy or selfish, but I just can't get myself to do it — yet I love getting blown.Is this a common feeling? I hear people say that they love giving head and I just can't get into it, unless it's out of like, love or something like that.. but, you know, not all of us are into commitments or even good at picking up guys, so. Yeah. Really confused at if this is normal or not.