help me! forever single!!??

I'll be turning 18 this year and i'm bi but IVE NEVER DATED ANYONE despite being extremely confident, popular in school, out to everyone, and a semi professional model and have made money for myself. I've gained thousands of followers on snapchat and even sexted with some celebrity kids and a real celebrity, but i've never actually been in a relationship in person or online with a boy or girl. At this point i'm Mindy Lahiri desperate so i've come to you guys. So what's wrong?I do have pretty high standards in terms of genes for what I want, but i've always kept personality first.I'm short, maybe that's a turnoff?I have a REALLY raspy voice and it's neither masculine or feminine. My friends say it sounds like i'm out of air 24/7 lol.I'm WAY too nervous to be the one to say "hi" first to guys, but always say hey to hot girls. I guess i'm too afraid of being rejected or thought of as awkward when i say hi to someone who's hot in public.I had the balls last night to message this one kid last night and he stopped replying but i really got turned off when i saw his story and he was slammed as fuck with a bong. Is that bad?Another q i have is what are some signs a guy or girl thinks your cute? I think i might be missing a lot of stuff.Please help me out!! Thank you!Also here's a picture of me