2016. április 17., vasárnap

I need to rant/complain

I'm uncomfortably lonely. I live in a small town in the south, and literally have no one I remotely relate to, or better yet, even speak to. i have no sense of belonging. I try and use social media apps to meet people, but I never am given any sort of attention, unless it's from older men wanting to have sex with me. people my age (22) show no interest in me what so ever. my local friends aren't even real friends, I'm just something they can use. I recently lost someone I considered a friend because I wouldn't have sex with him. I feel like I'm not worth anyones time unless they can have sex with me. I just wish I had people to hang out with, go on trips with, etc.. maybe even the opportunity to fall in love and have a meaningful relationship, but it seems like everyone around me is a rude, vapid piece of crap. I really hope this aspect of my life gets better. I honestly feel like, especially because of my location, that the gays will continue to get worse. I feel like I'm going to be alone and friendless for the rest of my life... and I know I can have other friends that aren't gay, that'd be nice too, but I just want friends who share this same aspect of my life ya know? everything just feels hopeless.

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