Help

Hello!I wanna ask,how do I come out? Since im in a really christian country in the Balkans,and homosexuality isn't accepted,the LGBT community isn't big,and I can't get out this country since I don't have enough money and even if I have enough money,to move out this country and work in them,I need to graduate from only one high school and college,and I have to study a lot (fucked up,I know). Help me,I want to leave this country and just be my self.