Is it just me?

Ok.. so I’ve never wanted a relationship as much as i do now. But its like i cant find anyone who shares some of the same interests as me... like someone who is open, outgoing, fun, social, etc i enjoy loud music and driving around for hours with someone who can conversate and keep me company the whole time!! Some one who likes the same music as me, movies, games. Conspiracy theories. Paranormal stuff. All that good stuff. I am almost 19 and Im not sure why but i prefer guys 21-23. I dont like guys my age they are just idk... judgemental, and shit. Or not what im looking for. Im not gonna lie. I like beards. And a hairy body... lol thats actaully life lmfao. Someone who likes to cuddle and idk i just wanna be held and feel wanted.. Ive been looking since I was 17 and I found one dude but things didnt go good with him. Now im so eager to find someone and i know i shouldnt be in a rush but i am. I know a lot of people feel like this. Right?