I really need advice.

Hey,I dont like my face. When I browse gay couple photos, the men I find attractive have boyfriends who look more like them, physically and fatially. In my opinion I have nothing to do with the men I find hot so Im stressing. By default I think the men I like are out of my league. And sometimes, when I look at somebody Im heavily digging I get very upset. I always assume these men know well if somebody hits on them since they must be aware of their hotness. And Im terrified to talk to them.The men I like look masculine, menly and very positive, usually worshiped by many others. I am pretty avarage and I dont find anything attractive in me.Do you think ive gone crazy? I never felt enough.