Been watching fab 5

Here’s a little context:I’m 28 years old and have been married twice. I have been married to my current wife for 6 years and some change. I also have 3 children (7,5, and 3). Two with her and one from my first marriage. I’m as straight as can be, or at least I think and have always had female partners.However, I have been watching fab 5. Sort of binge watching it. Probably 90 percent of the episodes make me tear up in some sort of way and I am by no means an emotional person. That’s always been the biggest pet peeve of any relationship I’m in and that’s having no emotion. I grew up in a military family and am in the military myself, so not sure if that’s the cause. You know, mans man sort of thing. Anyway, the show makes me question my own sexuality and I’m not sure what to think or do about it. I have a pretty good gay friend that when I was having marriage issues, I told him that I would become gay if this marriage didn’t work out and he was super excited and said he would hook me up with someone.Is it just because I’m binging the show and connecting with the people in it or is there something more to it? I’m not sure what to think.