All 20s-30s Gay Men Want Porn Actors for Boyfriends

Am I right?I’m starting to lose hope in feeling good enough for gay men. I have to admit, first, that I’m superficial. Looks are important to me in a guy. I want the buff athletic looking guy with a gorgeous face. A huge par of that is that it would make me feel good enough.I consider myself cute and attractive. I work out and have a nice body, but not a toned or buff body. Im not a dad bod but I’m not an Adonis either.Once I’m in a room with hot gay men who look like they’re straight out of a porno, I immediately feel worthless. And I come back to thinking, “What’s the point of even trying to get a guy’s attention? I don’t live up to this image.”At the same time, if some buff good looking guy were to fall for me, I would think he’s full of shit. “Yeah, there are hotter guys than me so you’re wasting your time.”Obviously, I’m a very insecure man. But it’s because I’ve seen how much gay guys want the hot dude. I’ll go to a gay spot and not even be noticed.Should I just give up? Or is there hope? Any stories of guys who ended up with a man of their dreams whom you thought were way hotter than you? Or vice-versa: you’re a really popular, good looking guy who ended up with someone maybe your friends didn’t consider so great in looks?Please - let’s speak in terms of monogamous relationships. I feel that open relationships speak exactly to what I’m talking about up there.