Just a question for gays who have had lots of experience in life:)

long story short..im pretty young but i have found ‘the one.’ we were together for 2 years, I had to move and we were apart ((not speaking at all because it was so hard)) for 1 year, and then about 5 months ago we couldn’t resist not being in one another’s lives and have been in a super weird limbo since.my question is..i know he’s the one. i can still fuck around with other guys and such, but the thought of kissing or cuddling or dating or being intimate with any of them is absolute horrifying today. i love, love, love, love my man..is that it? am i just going to have to wait until things can work out someday ((when we’re at a good point in our lives)), or do you think i will find someone else? the thought of ever being with anyone else disgusts me!!!ps. we’ve talked about how we feel about one another obviously very extensively. the feelings are mutual. should that just give me the patience to wait for us to be in a good place in our individual lives ((after finishing our degree and getting a somewhat established career path))? or date?????ps.ps. HOW DO YOU DATE?!?!?!! ugh i just don’t find sitting and ‘getting to know each other’ interesting. just watching the clock tick until it’s over. i can’t even imagine going on a date//: i just miss d***n!!sorry for the scattered rant//bullshit!!! thanks for your input:”)