Help with my feelings please :(

So I’m a middle schooler and I’ve always thought of myself as straight. I was raised in a straight Christian household, and I’ve had a couple girlfriends, but I had a HUGE crush on a boy. I mean like writing anonymous love letters and spying on his life. We would play CsGo together and occasionally FaceTime. He was even in to dank memes which is +50 for me. I was obsessed. I was so weird to me. Sometimes I would even fantasize about doing certain things with him. I eventually came out to him and told my feelings for him and he totally accepted it, even if he didn’t date me. My feelings died down mainly because I knew that I didn’t have a chance. After him I didn’t really have any feelings for guys, and I even got a girlfriend after. (My crush wasn’t feminine either if you were wondering) Does this make me gay or bi? Thanks for reading <3