I think Im Gay but I don't like dick??? Am I really gay??

I have been actively gay for about 5 years or more now. Before I became homosexually active I would watch to watch porn and be attracted to dick and ass. At that time I thought as myself as being a bottom. When I become sexually active I first tried topping then I would try bottoming and sucking dick for about a 2 years. You could consider me a versatile top then. I never enjoyed bottoming nor sucking dick I only did it because this is what I basically had to do as a gay man. After that phase and also after meeting some total bottom guys that don't want their dicks touched, I realized that I don't get turned on at all by dick. Dick just does not do anything for me. Another thing is I never been with a female sexually and I am attracted to females sometimes but my attraction to males is stronger.Help Me figure this out!!! lol