"Being Gay" is growing on me as time goes on

Like ... Idk how to explain...I used to see it as "Meh, I'll have to put up with this I guess", but now it turned out to be more of a "Gift" Imho.Like, I thank God for being like this and liking guys.I'm meeting very nice people lately and having fun, and I'm meeting guys who want a long term relationship, and we are seeing how it goes.Honestly, who can understand a man better than another man?There's nothing more beautiful than two guys caring for the other Imo.Ps: Btw sorry for the English and sorry if the Post is a little bit random, but felt like sharing.Being Gay is a gift and not a curse!Edit: It's just that I'm thinking all I'd be losing if I wasn't Gay. All the experiences and good moments with guys and things like that.