My acknowledgement

So I'm open gay, but not singing and dancing, offen get mistaken for a straight guy.For about 3 months, been seeing a guy who is "straight " (in closet/ bi) , not from UK, so he from a country where gay is pritty much worst thing you could do.He only talks to me in person and to be in person is for fun.So why am I calling this my acknowledgement is because, I'm in love with him , he knows this and abuses this I feel.I don't think he ever have the intention to come out, and I will never be freinds.Alot of this is from actions rather then words as he's so nice to talk to, beautiful smile.In short.Never replies to messages unless he wants to meet for fun. I'm constantly feeling longing to be with him.How do I get out of this.