Lately, i have been wandering with major regrets of the past and feeling bad about myself. These are things i did not give a squat about, until now for some reason. I suddenly care a lot, and i wish i could go back and undo it.
Biggest regret i am having right now is that when i was 14. I used to hang out with people at my sparetime on the Internet, and i really wanted to fit in with them. So i would "agree" with whatever they said about various things, and a lot of them were bad. Like hating on homosexuals, bisexuals, emos, furries, anime etc. They would cyberbully people who were gay, bi and whatnot. And what did i do? I joined in and participated in the bullying like a spineless coward and now i really, really regret it. And you know whats funny? I discovered that i was Bi myself, but now i feel like i dont deserve to be one because of what i did to other bisexuals years ago. I feel the same way about anime, i love it to death but because of what i did i feel i dont deserve it.
Any advice on how i can get over this?
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