Silvass rebooting

Hello guys,

This is my first post here. I'm 29 years old. I've been on PMO for 15 years. I have no libido to make sex with neither my girlfriend or another woman. My penis doesn´t work and mainly I have no desire for sex. I remember that before I've started to PMO I've felt horny but it was different. It was a real horny. I felt horny in my whole body. It has been a while since I didn´t felt like that. Today my horny is not real, only something created by my brain. In the past, a lingerie catalog pic it was enough to make me horny. I remember the first time I saw a explicit porn video I was so disgusted about that. After that, I've started to watch porn videos about gays, shemales, lesbians, fat girls, old girls, bizarre sex. And I liked it.

I've been rebooting since February 9th, 2015.and I'm in a severe flatline. My penis is dead and I have no libido. I have no desire to M or O. This is good for rebooting but it is a little depressive.

There is a one thing that disturbs me: fantasies and flashbacks. All the time these thoughts appear in my mind. Perving thoughts about real girls, co-workers, unknown woman, unreal woman. I can't see a woman without sexual thoughts. My brain wants to make sex with all women in the world. But my penis don't.

Sorry for my poor english. It isn't my native language.