My mind is turning into mush plz save me

Okay, for fucks sake I don't know why I can't stop thinking about him. How do you deal with liking another person? I DON'T FUCKING HAVE CONTEXT FOR FEELINGSWhere the fuck is the hand book for falling in love?I feel like I'm having a quarter-life crisis that is simulataneously delightful and panic-inducingagain, don't know if there are rules for yelling things at this community. I posted my weird music discovery a couple days ago, and ya'll were cool to talk to so FUCAKDAFN9QRF245U92FU94F2P2EN I FEEL LIKE A BASIC WHITE GIRL BECAUSE I LITERALLY CAN'T EVEN