2016. március 14., hétfő
Did I get molested as a teen by my gay doctor?
When I was 15 years old, one of my balls got injured and I had to have a small procedure done to fix it. A few weeks later, I needed a check up. My regular doctor wasn't in, so I had a different doctor look at me. The new doc was obviously gay asked how I was feeling and asked about my sex life. I was 15 and virgin and I think I just blushed and didn't give him an answer.Next thing, I got on the table and he removed my underwear to examine me. I remember laying there and he said "you healed quite nicely" and "you got larger than average testicles - did you know that?" He said while he had one hand on my penis massaging it and the other examining my testicles. Of course, talking about sex and getting massaged - I got a raging hard on. He then asked me more questions like do guys in the locker room ever stare at me or comment on the size of my testicles.I didn't know what to say, I think I was shy because I had this huge boner and couldn't form any sentences. He then asks me to stand up so he can examine me that way. I remember he held my penis in one hand and my balls with his other. He kept moving my erect penis towards his mouth, but never gave me oral. I look back and wonder if he was waiting for me to ask him to do it. He did that exam for another 10 minutes and then I was done.I never told my parents, but I think about this from time to time. I think that's why I sometimes gravitate towards men older than me and it messes with my head. I don't really know how to classify this since I didn't get raped, or forced to do anything. I just know I didn't know what to do. Is there anyway to classify what happened to me?
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