Hey bros, so figuring out my sexuality has been a rough path to say the least (hyper religious fam, supreme levels of denial, still closeted) and it is starting to become part of bigger problems in my life.Basically, I am graduating this year and I have spent so much time just feeling shitty over the last year because of lying all the time, and knowing I would lose my family if it ever gets out and just general loneliness / hooking up for the wrong reasons that I messed up my academics etc. and may have basically cost my self my future.I have spent the last week hating on my self, and realized that it can't get shittier than this so I need to fix it. I want some advice on how to to turn everything off and just be able to focus on just working hard and making sure I don't fucking waste my life. I'm deleting all the apps and even going to try to quit porn for a while because I was getting addicted, and unsuccessfully trying to stop having stupid daydreams about cuddling with a cute guy. I still have so much shit to do before school ends and here I am procrastinating on reddit, I want to punch myself in the face and give up all at the same time, but I don't want to fail again.How do I fix myself?
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