Had sex with my friend while on holiday, first time gay sex, I don't know how to feel.

So I was on holiday with my best friend a few weeks ago, we got really drunk one night and decided to head back to our hotel room. We sobered up and decided to head to bed, now we paid for a pretty crap hotel (More money for drinks and fun!) so we shared a bed, halfway through the night, I could feel my friend rubbing my back...I turned to him and then he kissed me...I kissed him back and we made out.

It was very much in the heat of the moment, my friend then gave me a blowjob and I gave one back. We fucked all night and then the very next day we did not mention it and we carried on with our holiday. Now that we've been back for a few weeks, I don't know how to feel.

I liked it, it felt so good, but I'm scared! I don't know where to go, it's on my mind all the time, I tried talking to him about it, but he ignores me. I've talked to my girl friends and they say that it was very much in the moment and I agree with them, but I want to know what you guys think. I'm very curious about whether I'm gay or not, but it was just one time, I've watched gay porn and all that, but I just want to know what you guys think about this.