Sad Day

It feels like I'm on the edge right now. I wish that I could say I'm proud. I'm sorry that I let you (everyone?) down. I try so hard, but I guess I'm a disappointment. It's annoying. What else should I carry for you? I care for you, but I don't know where you end and I begin. I'm sick about it. Am I ashamed of who I really am? Don't you scream at me. That's not gonna work now. Packed all my shit and I moved out, but it hurts when I go to your house. Oh, you wanna be friends now? Okay let's put my fake face on and pretend now. My heart hurts because I lie to you. There's nothing left right now. I sacrificed everything I am. I gave it all up for you.