I need to help please , my life in danger

My name is Ahmed Agha, I'm from Syria ,17 years old. And I live in Egypt. My father died from four years in the war. He was killed by terrorists. I live with my mother and my brothers. But I live in a lot of problems because of my homosexuality, I mean violence and beating because of my homosexuality. I am tired of this situation and tried to commit suicide a lot but I did not benefit from anything and I don't want to stay in this situation and I need help but I don't know what to do I need help and I don't know what to do .. The situation in Egypt is very bad I am exposed to many Harassment in the streets and persecution by everyone 😞 Please help me