I like black men, and I'm not sure if that is racist.

So I was walking down the lane today and I thought to myself "God I would love to have some black dick inside me." But then I thought myself, is it okay to sexualize and objectivize black men based on their race like that? I'm not really sure. I hope that that my thought wasn't bigoted, but if you think it is, let me know, but also please note that I wasn't being malicious in anyway when I had that thought.