While coming out to yourself have had a similar experience?

Only a few years back i finally admitted to myself that i am bi, but now that i am no longer internally repressing my sexuality i am realizing as time passes i more sexually attracted to men than women. A recent hook up and years of exclusively gay sexual fantasies has really comfirmed this. This is hard realising this in my 30s and thinking i was straight all these years because i always adored women, but now this may explain why women were always just friends and rarely a gf and when i did have gf i secretly wished they had a penis, this eventually led to an inability to perform. I have also started to remembering older gay fantasies about friends growing up that i repressed. I have also been noticing that the guys i am drawn to or have tried to be friends with are all very attractive guys.