2018. január 13., szombat

Do friends come back?

It's been about a month since I told one of my best friends that I'm solely attracted to other guys, and that I'm sorry for kissing him. At the time he said thank you so much for feeling comfortable and telling him, and asked me to be a groomsman at his wedding in May. Since then he's rethought every single one of our interactions and come to the conclusion that we should no longer be friends.I don't blame him, I might do the same thing if I were in his shoes.It doesn't change the fact that this hurts and part of me is angry.I never wanted to be attracted to him, he's my best friend I never wanted to jeopardize that. I knew I never should have kissed him, but I didn't plan on it, we were cuddling and I just kind of did. And I regretted it and moved out as a result.And I now know that I can't cuddle with friends. But I thought I had everything under control, and I could live as if I was what I wanted to be, and not who I am.So I'm posting here because I wonder if anyone else has been a similar situation, and how it turned out?I'd love to hear your stories and advice. Can't promise I'll take all of it, but I can promise I'll consider it.Thanks in advance.

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