Brojob or blowjob??

Plain and simple... I'm in love with this one guy. We got mildly high and I gave him head when he asked for it. Dick was shaven, and I remember making the decision to go through with it so he was definelty cabable of preventing it from happening. When he brought it back up he said " I don't know how or why it happened but I don't care that it happened I just don't want to talk about it" and when I asked him if he was straight he responded with "I think so 😂." He has a gf and seems to like her a lot but he also continues to hang out with me as where most guys would be uncomfortable if they were really too high to make a cognitive decision. When he snap chats me, he often points the camera towards his junk with his sweatpants on and just does small flirty things. I just need general opinions on this scenario. It's driving me crazy because I like him so much.