Some help please

Last week my best friend told me that he thinks we are both gay and that he can’t see my anymore.I never even thought I was gay and now I’m super confused and think I might be bi because some people said I was on my last post.I feel sick inside because I miss my friend so much and wish we never started watching videos together. I also feel like it’s totally my fault because he is way more religious than I am and I am the one who showed him the videos first.Am I gay or bi? How can I get my friend back?