Dreaming of being bullied

I’m a 30 year old straight male with a wife, I’ve been fantasizing a lately about being bullied by a single (Or group) big strong male, forcing me to suck his cock, deep throat him, and eventually beg him to cum down my throat. The thought of being humiliated and degraded and forced to suck cock has been turning me on like crazy!Now I have no idea what to do with this fantasy....Would love to chat with people about it, or role play, or actually have someone bully me.