Return of the lgbt disliking gay

Heyo guys i had a post about this about 64 days ago about how i really didnt like the lgbt movements and all that flaunting that happens at pride parades and such, imalso a really right wing and conservative gay (MAGA) and i feel im having more trouble accepting myself because i feel that if/when i come out ill be expected to act a certain way and ill be kinda out of place and uncomfortable with being around a lot of the more open members of the community. I feel we are kinda overreacting to so called oppression nowadays and see a lot of victim complex in the community and it rubs me the wrong way, any advice to come to terms or anything