What do you think about my thread on r/ForeverAlone? "Anyone else suspect they turned bicurious (yes traps count), because of a lack of success with women?"

I honestly suspect that I turned bicurious. I wasn't born that way, because in my core I am still straight. I don't want anything entering my poopshot and I don't want to suck dicks or touch them.However around 2 years ago It kinda started. I was into traps before, but since then it escalated into twinks and femboys. I still very much like women, but the thing is that I am also a porn addict. I think porn definetly changed me. I mean I fapped to rule 34 stuff since I was a teenager and you all know that it's full of furfa***try and futanari. Now I never developed fetishes for it, but I still looked at it, even if it wasn't desireable, because after time you run out of content.So what does that all have to do with bisexuality? The thing is I started fapping to gay porn, because I exhaused the most interesting stuff in straight porn. I feel a bit disgusted that hairy asses aren't always a turn off for me (but only if I don't see the faces of men, I immideatly turn off when I see manly faces, I only want to look at twinks). So also what happened around one year ago was me joining some lgbt discords and groups on the internet. My motive was to get laid, get friends, be more sociable and through that gain confidence.This might sound like If I ever got with a guy, I'd leave him, once I become confident, but this is honestly not what I have in mind. Just saying so any gay people who read this and think of it as extremely selfish. Anyway, that's all. To those who are worried about the porn. I recently stopped it. I almost completly cut out hardcore porn out. For some weeks I have only been fapping to a large picture collection of naked and clothed women (no sex, masturbation or other men shown on these pics) ...... okay and videos of twinks riding on dildos.PS: Also trying to get it on with guys seems much more attractive for me for the reason that I feel like I would be expected to have money, if I was with women and currently I am just because of my education not really in a situation to get a job. In fact I am not earning anything and living off my parents. I imagine a relationship with guys would be like we would basically be friends and he would let me fuck him and otherwise there would be no expectation for me to take him on frequent dates and stuff. And it likely will stay that way for the next 1-2 years. Also just fyi I would not act like typical biscum.