Got a date this weekend...

Okay so I'm 18. I've only ever dated girls, but I've always known I was bi but repressed the fuck out of it because when I tried to come out in middle school that kinda just ruined my entire fucking life. As I've been getting older I've been more accepting of myself. I started noticing I was watching like a lot of gay porn, and I wasn't ashamed of it like I used to be. I'm an adult now and I'm living in a new town and I've changed a lot over the past year, so I decided fuck it, I'm going to explore this side of me unrestricted. So I got back on tindr, but on the other side of it this time and got a couple matches, one of which I have a coffee date with on Saturday. I've never been with a dude and I'm kinda nervous. I don't know if I'm actually just straight and just get rock hard from gay porn and I'm going to realize that this weekend, but I guess that's why I'm doing this. I have the right to know if I actually am attracted to men, so Ill just go ahead and find out this weekend.