Having trouble with my own sexual distinction...

I've been wondering for the past few years about my sexuality. I'm definitely predominantly into women, both romantically and sexually. With men, it's a bit more complex. You see, I've realized that I have a fetish for having gay sex. Many people wouldn't consider that a fetish, and claim that all that really is, is a normal same-sex attraction scenario, but I like the idea of having gay sex as a taboo experience rather than enjoying it for its own sake. This seems to me like some weird internalized homophobia thingy, however, I was raised in a very open-minded house, and don't have any political or religious views that condemn homosexual behavior, so unless I inherited some gene for bigotry that I've been suppressing, then that theory is also not amazingly backable. So as you can see, this is my supreme conundrum, and I'm looking for any explanations for my situation. Idk, I'm probably just Bi lol.