Rejection

I like a guy a lot. I know he is straight but for some reason I wanted to tell him. We are friends. He knows I am gay and so I came clean and told him that I am inlove with him. He reacted okay but said he could never love me back that way and only as a friend. I took it pretty hard but now he has a girlfriend and obviously he told her about that and she made him chose between her and me, so he no longer takes my calls he said he is sorry but he doesn't wanna lose her. I hate my life.