Do I have a daddy issue?

I only like mature men (like 40-50 years old or younger if they have beards). My dad passed away when I was 10 and I was much closer with him then with my mom so that was a huge shock and I really miss him. That's why I thought I might have a daddy issue. But actually I like mature men since always. Even when I was 5 I really liked them (not the same way, ofc, I didn't even know what gay means), I just thought they looked cool. And now most dads I see seem to be hot af to me. Can I do anything with that? I don't want to date older men, I want someone in my age. And I'm not going to wait for 20 years... What do you think?