Should've Rejected That Blowjob!!

Guys I've been so scared since last 2.5 months since I allowed a man gave me unprotected blowjob during a BDSM party. I've been so careful during the past years since I became an adult and got tested for the first time, but now I have to live in horror again TT:Dear God, if you give me one more chance to live without HIV/STDs, I promise you I'll never do any unprotected oral/anal sex again