2017. március 3., péntek

I need help I can't take it anymore

Hey guys I think I need some advice. I'm 17 years old gay boy who doesn't have any notion about what to do. 2-2.5 years ago I was oppressed to come out by my family and I said "I'm gay" my mother started crying and said "what have I done wrong to deserve this" the next day I said them that I was confused and started acting like a straight man. they haven't brought it up ever since but I'm tired of lying to everyone and acting like a "normal person" I know that I'm not in the worst situation but I feel as if I can't stand it anymore. My parents are muslim but I'm not and they know that I'm not and because of that I don't feel safe because they can do bad things to me and not feel sorry for it. Sadly I live in Turkey whose population is mostly homophobic. I don't where to start or what to do. What should I do? How can I escape this living hell? Is there someone who is in the same situation as me. If there is, can they tell me what they do to protect their mental healths and how they find friends like them(Please ignore the grammar mistakes)

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