Eventually, I chose avoidance.

I like him and I really do (I'm 19 and now in college 1st year). But I cannot stand the feeling of tell my feeling to him since we're not that close and now I'm finding myself avoiding him in a way that I would not embarrass myself, avoid looking at him while class and go away every time since class is over. I don't know how I can stay on to this. Today I see him and friends at the crossroad but I can't even have the courage of going through the crossroad, I chose to go away. I need help.