Need some advice

Ok so here we go with "ye olde im into my bf". I'm a 21 year old male and I came out to my friends as gay last summer. Me and my bf lived 400 miles apart and during march 2016 he came to visit me(i wasnt outed during that time). It was great, we had a good time but as we went out and I had drunk a bit, I had a smaller breakdown and told him i was missing him and my other friends so much. Later that night I asked him if he could lie in bed with me to comfort me cause I didnt feel very good. He big spooned me and held me in his arms and it was the best feeling of my life. Ever since that accident, I'm super into him and cant get him out of my head. As far as I know he's totally hetero and doesn't have any feelings for men. The thing is: would a hetero man big spoon another man? I'm kinda clueless overall what I should do about it, since i dont want to lose him as my friend