I'm not gay, but I'm obsessed with a guy

Made this because I don't want to tell anyone but I'm losing sleep about it. Bear with me, I want to keep out small details so people I know won't find out.Background: Male, in my 20's, have had several serious relationships (girls). Me and the guy are both in the military. We hang out with the same crowd of guys in our unit: mostly alpha male, beefy guys that like going to the gym. A friend from a previous unit knows both of us pretty well, so when I arrived I was surprised that he recognized me. We sometimes get paired together in my unit (on the job) and I've seen him at the base gym a few times. I spent Thanksgiving weekend with and his family because I couldn't go home (too expensive). He offered one day when he heard I didn't have any plans and my roommates would all be out of town. That weekend we went to a base gym, and then it began. I already thought he was a pretty good-looking guy (platinum blonde, Type-A athelete, strong jaw-line), so I already had an affinity to talking to him. We did a lifting workout, I'm a bit more built than he is but he's way more cut. I gave him some tips that I use for lifting but he's super strong with body-weight exercises and endurance. I stole a few glances in the locker room and realized that I was admiring him. He basically has the body I wish I had- same broad, muscular chest, defined back, but also with six-pack abs. Fast forward a few weeks and we're playing basketball with a few friends- same deal- he takes off his shirt (it's hot as shit outside) and he looks amazing. Not just that, but he has a very subtle humor, usually very sarcastic in a way that you can't tell if he's serious. He's very good at his job, he has great attention to detail, very smart, all-around stud. Whenever he comments on things he likes about me (being better at lifting, "nothing got past you" during basketball, comments on doing my job well) I play it back in my head over and over again. I love it when I run into him, I love talking to him, I can't stop thinking about him. The weird thing is- I don't think about anything sexual. I almost just want to cuddle with him. I don't know if I'd like making out. He's supposed to be moved to a different unit pretty soon, which makes me unhappy that I won't get to see him. There are plenty of guys in amazing shape in my current unit and ones before, I've never had feelings for any of them. He's not the most built or cut guy I've met, but it's some weird combination of things that makes me attracted- not overbearing in any way.This is fucking weird for me, I've never done something like this before. I don't even know if there's a point to this, I highly, HIGHLY doubt he's gay. Even if he was, I doubt he'd like me or if I'd even entertain going for it. I still can't believe I'm doing this. I don't know what I'd do if people I know found out about this.