My first guy.

What I (21m) mean by first guy is the first guy I've had a crush on. We met over a month ago on grindr (yeah yeah I know, wonderful start to any relationship.) and we both agreed a friends/fwb scenario would be good. I've fooled around with other guys, and I know he has (he's so cute, I could tell just by looking at him) we met up at his place and it was great! We clicked on more levels than just sexually. We have the same sense of humor, sense in movies, sense in music, art, and everything that I care about. This is all amazing, and this caused me to realize the fact I could date a guy. There's a guy in this world I'd love to come home to, cuddle and whisper sweet nothings into eachothers ears more than a woman. This leads me to come out to my friends and family. I want him to be at my house, meet my family, go camping, meet my friends, and do anything that would require I be open to everyone. This has all lead to me developing feelings for a guy who I don't know if he feels the same. My problem had always been I fall in love too easily, and he has been no different. I'm not looking for advice or anything like that. I know what I need to do, it's just I don't want to possibly ruin a friendship with this bullshit. I suppose I'm writing this since i need to just say what I'm feeling and everything like that. It feels great to know I care about a guy as much, if not more, than any woman I've ever crushed on. It just feels terrible not knowing if he feels the same.