Looking for...I have no idea

Okay so I'm gay. That's my first time to say that. I don't feel a relief like what happened on TV.. I love to share stuff, my experiences, moods, anything, but it's always hard to start. Okay I don't know what to say now. It feels like an essay without a clear direction. I just want to make friends now. I mean relationship is okay but I don't think it's feasible for me now. Ask if you want and let's know about each other